Tears...

So...no posts because I haven't been running. I ran one day last week and even that was near walking. I'm starting to feel all the weight come back around my mid section. It sucks. I saw a podiatrist yesterday who told me he wanted to put my foot in a cast so I would be forced to rest it for 4 weeks. I started gasping and hyperventilating...ok, so i wasn't being that dramatic but he could see I seriously disturbed with this idea. We went over the x-rays and nothing is broken but he thinks there might be some ligament damage that isn't healing and I need to just rest it. If I do continue running, it will just hurt like it does now. Sighs...and many tears. I've already paid for the marathon and everything. I don't know what to do. So for now...no running for the next couple of weeks. I see the doc in 2 weeks again and we'll see what it looks like again. I'm going to get massaged like crazy!